I can’t seem to find the right words. Nothing’s coming out right. Everything I say comes out wrong. I’m really not this big of a bitch and I’m not as mad as I’ve been sounding. I’m just at a fucking loss as to what I’m supposed to do. My words suck and I’m not saying what I mean, so I’m virtually duct taping my mouth and am grounding myself to my (inside) room until further notice.
(Jaime, I’m sorry. You deserved better than my frustration. But please don’t ask me to sit back and watch you all die because I can’t. You said you wanted to live. Please remember that. You know how to find me.)
Quinn,
I have no words – but wish there was some way I could help. I don’t know what happened, but your words usually come from your heart – and I know it is hard when they don’t come out right, or when people only hear one part of what your saying (soemtimes because you can not express the whole thought or whatever), but…
Remember too that a person in pain sometimes takes it out on everyone around them. It isn’t fair, but it happens.
You are amazing – and I am not just saying that. You are vivacious. Thinking of you.
It is really hard. I have read both your posts and I am worried for both of you. Taking things one day at a time.
Y’ALL NEED TO GET OUTTA THAT ROOM SO WE CAN PARTY STARTING IN 24 HOURS.